I can’t really give the full story, because it’s too long. But basically me and my ex broke up back in November, after only going out for a few days(about a week or so) because some other girl asked him out. She knew that I really have liked him a lot, since school started back in August. I thought he liked me, too, but apparently I was wrong. Me and him have remained friends through the most part. Anyways, Wednesday, me and two of our mutual friends(his, mine, and his other ex-girlfriend’s, the one who stole him from me, mutual friends) confronted him. I did most of the talking, though. Lol. I told him “Look Cameron. we may be through, but I still have feelings for you, and I don’t want to see you hurt again, like all the other times she has broken up with you(they’ve gone out and broken up numerous times, always her breaking up with him for some other guy). I’m not saying this because I like you, I’m saying this because we are friends. Alicia is using you again, like all the other times.” He said that he knew. We had an in-school baseball game that we both attended, and so we sat together. He kept going on about how much he hated her and all that. About the third or fourth inning, he he moved to sit behind me. After he done that, he started tickling me and being his normal self(he was acting really different when he was talking about Alicia). After a while, two of our friends who are going out said that we should go out because we make a cute couple. I told them that I wish that was true, but he doesn’t feel the same way I do. He just got really quiet. His friend, Matt, kept on picking on him because every time they brought that up, he would get really quiet. Cameron got really mad after a while and told Matt to leave him the f*** alone about it. Then Matt started joking around about me. I had to leave early, because I ride a bus home. Thursday, one of the clubs I’m in had a field trip. Me and Matt’s girlfriend, Laurel(who is a good friend of mine) both went. Halfway up to where we were going, she turns around and tells me the Alicia and Cameron are going back out. I got really ticked off, because of everything Cameron had said about Alicia the previous day. Yesterday, I passed by Cameron going to P.E.(he’s in 7th grade, I’m in 8th, so we don’t have the same classes) and he just ignored me. I was already mad about the other day, so I just ignored him, too. And then one of my friends came up(one of the ones that went with me on Wednesday to tell him she was using him) and tells me that Alicia and this other guy Austin are going out now. So at break, I told Cameron that I needed to talk to him. The first thing he says is that he was sorry about what happened Wednesday. Then I said “Yeah, it’s ok. I already forgot about what Matt did. I was going to tell you off that day, asking you why you would want to go out with someone who is using you when you could go out with someone who really likes you a lot.” Then he said “You don’t have to worry about Alicia anymore. Me and her are though for good. I don’t ever want to go out or see that b**** again. She ain’t nothing but a backstabbing a**hole. And I might do what you say, go out with someone who really likes me.” Then we had to go in. All yesterday in the hall he kept on saying hey and hugging me. Lol, his science teacher almost got us for PDA. Anyways, I’m trying to figure out what to do. I would text him, but I don’t know if he has his phone with him at his mom’s. I could send him a message on Facebook, but I don’t know. My best bet would be just to talk to him face to face Monday. But what should I say/do when I do talk to him?
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